"Why Didn't I?" lyrics

Long fights
You're picking up on things
That aren't imaginary
You're a live wire
And I'm fifteen emotionally

In the dark, in the quiet
I realized I didn't say what's on my mind
I hurt you once, it won't be twice
Just know at the end of the night

My heart is yours
I know for sure
So why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know
Why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know

Lifestyle
Stuck in survival mode
Cortisol high
Emotional overload

Through the fallout
Through the fire
I look through the smoke
And I still see your eyes
Through the thunder
Through the lightning
I can't stop the rain
But God knows that I'm trying

My heart is yours
And I couldn't love you more
So why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know
Why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know

Shut the door, close your eyes
I hate that I never say anything right
In the dark, in the quiet
I can't fall asleep knowing we're not alright
You're the reason I'm alive
I should've just told you 'fore I hit the light

My heart is yours
I know for sure
So why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know
Why didn't I didn't I didn't I
Let you know