"EdgeLorde" lyrics
Matriarchs & Jarren Benton Lyrics
Fight the negative voice inside of my head
He ain't satisfied till he's forced me over the edge
Baby mom bitchin of course I'm forkin the bread
I'm tortured I'd rather go rev up the Porsche instead
I'm sittin here boxing my demons
Like money made whether fair weather friends
They love you when you don't make cheddar
Back against the wall
It's me against the universe
Momma worried I know she gonna assume the worst
I told the reverend fuck it ain't gonna move to church
Cant let these snakes in the grass come and consume your turf
Why does every day feel like hell
I'm mentally unstable I don't feel that well
I'm screamin out to god, give a nigga some cushion
I'm itching for motivation ain't nobody but pushin fuck em
My insanity gon probably be the death of me
If I don't kill this negativity and let it rest in peace
He wont let me breathe or let me be
It's gonna wake me up to fuck with me
I go to sleep reluctantly
I keep praying for that moment of change
I just hope it comes before I put a hole in my brain
Screamin out to god like
Where the fuck you been?
Always there to judge me
But never as a friend
I don't got no time for
The lord on my end
With all these snakes around me.
Living in sin.
Screaming out to god like man where the fuck you been
You told me you'd be there whenever I'd need a friend
It's hard to make time for any lord on my end when
Everyone around me be living a life of sin
I went and buried my body underground
So no one could hear me scream my head off this time around
It's in a ditch out where I'm sure it can't be found
But follow the distant chorus made from hollow sounds
You were one of my idols
But you're nowhere to be found
And now I fight for survival
And I'm running from the crown
Now you're one of my rivals
I hope you're sleeping safe and sound
When I tear down your alter
I'm gonna burn your kingdom down
There's too many snakes in the grass and I can't see the trees
Too many clout chasing bitches that are stuck on their knees
Everyone out there begging baby please
But all they want is to watch the world bleed
You were one of my idols
But you're nowhere to be found
And now I fight for survival
And I'm running from the crown
Now you're one of my rivals
I hope you're sleeping safe and sound
When I tear down your alter
I'm gonna burn your kingdom down
He ain't satisfied till he's forced me over the edge
Baby mom bitchin of course I'm forkin the bread
I'm tortured I'd rather go rev up the Porsche instead
I'm sittin here boxing my demons
Like money made whether fair weather friends
They love you when you don't make cheddar
Back against the wall
It's me against the universe
Momma worried I know she gonna assume the worst
I told the reverend fuck it ain't gonna move to church
Cant let these snakes in the grass come and consume your turf
Why does every day feel like hell
I'm mentally unstable I don't feel that well
I'm screamin out to god, give a nigga some cushion
I'm itching for motivation ain't nobody but pushin fuck em
My insanity gon probably be the death of me
If I don't kill this negativity and let it rest in peace
He wont let me breathe or let me be
It's gonna wake me up to fuck with me
I go to sleep reluctantly
I keep praying for that moment of change
I just hope it comes before I put a hole in my brain
Screamin out to god like
Where the fuck you been?
Always there to judge me
But never as a friend
I don't got no time for
The lord on my end
With all these snakes around me.
Living in sin.
Screaming out to god like man where the fuck you been
You told me you'd be there whenever I'd need a friend
It's hard to make time for any lord on my end when
Everyone around me be living a life of sin
I went and buried my body underground
So no one could hear me scream my head off this time around
It's in a ditch out where I'm sure it can't be found
But follow the distant chorus made from hollow sounds
You were one of my idols
But you're nowhere to be found
And now I fight for survival
And I'm running from the crown
Now you're one of my rivals
I hope you're sleeping safe and sound
When I tear down your alter
I'm gonna burn your kingdom down
There's too many snakes in the grass and I can't see the trees
Too many clout chasing bitches that are stuck on their knees
Everyone out there begging baby please
But all they want is to watch the world bleed
You were one of my idols
But you're nowhere to be found
And now I fight for survival
And I'm running from the crown
Now you're one of my rivals
I hope you're sleeping safe and sound
When I tear down your alter
I'm gonna burn your kingdom down
