"Thanks To Me" lyrics

I was used
You always needed something to abuse
When it couldn't be you
Told me to see it through
But I saw black and blue

Now you're fixed
You got everything that you wished
And I guess that was it
You got what you needed and left me ghosted

New hair
Different job
Moved apartments thanks to me
New girl
Bet she loves
The benefits of my misery

And I know you can't see all I've done for you
But I bet she will
And I was there for you back a year or two
When we were going downhill
And who picked who up who was your rescue
Before you were roadkill
But I know whatever becomes of you
Is thanks to me still

I was used
You sucked me dry and called me your muse
Fucked perception of paying my dues
I learned from you to never refuse

Cut me loose
Said goodbye with no gratitude
Know my name comes up in the room
When they play Remi Wolf or see that tattoo

Same problems
Different week
Same bar
But different drink
I see you
Your company
You look great
Thanks to me

And I know you can't see all I've done for you
But I bet she will
And I was there for you back a year or two
When we were going downhill
And who picked who up who was your rescue
Before you were roadkill
But I know whatever becomes of you
Is thanks to me still

You got everything that you wanted
You got everything that you wanted from me didn't you

God you make it so difficult
Don't you know that I did it all
For you

I'm confused
Still don't know if I was loved by you
Did I welcome the abuse
Is it thanks to me is it thanks to you