"Changing" lyrics

See it in my, oh

See it in my eyes, you can tell that I'm changing
I don't wanna die but I swear this life pains me
Glock by my side 'cause I know this world's crazy
Lost in my mind, give a fuck who gon' hate me
See it in my eyes, you can tell that I'm changing
I don't wanna die but I swear this life pains me
Glock by my side 'cause I know this world's crazy
Lost in my mind, give a fuck who gon' hate me

I don't trust the soul at all
'Cause your own people hoping to see you fall
So I [?] by myself, fucking entourage
Keep a pole by my side case this ship pops off
Caught a badass bitch overseas waiting for me
Half past six but for her it's the morning
All for the shits where these drugs got me slurring
All these fucking sins got my soul fucking burning
If I [?] know I'm sorry (know I'm sorry)
But tomorrow feels so daunting (so daunting)
I wonder if I'll wake up in the morning (will I wake up?)
And if I don't I wonder who would mourn me

No, I'm sorry
So daunting
Will I wake up
Oh-oh

I don't give a fucking who gon' fuck with me
You ain't in my shoes so your advice don't mean nothing to me
All I got is me, I'm my own fucking company
Glock-19 split your wig if you fuck with me
That's just how I feel now, had to put the pills down
She was fucking up my organs, wouldn't even keep count
Hoping I would sleep sound underneath the fucking ground
Fuck, I needed love but no one was around
So much hurt in my fucking heart
Smoke a nerve, coping with the scars
If there's a guide I wonder where you are
Falling apart, lost in my own [?]

See it in my eyes, you can tell that I'm changing
I don't wanna die but I swear this life pains me
Glock by my side 'cause I know this world's crazy
Lost in my mind, give a fuck who gon' hate me
Give a fuck who gon' hate me