"Nostalgic Tears" lyrics
(Hello, angel)
(Are we dreaming)
Heart full of love, soul full of tears
Often I break down when no one is near
I keep to myself trying to figure shit out
Sometimes my brain is polluted with doubt
Hard to feel proud of myself when I'm lost
So I look down on myself and my flaws
So many thoughts keep me up over night
Seldom do I dream when I close my eyes
Opened my eyes and woke up to the sun
Gorgeous outside but inside I feel numb
Been on the run from myself for a while
Afraid if I catch up I'll finally drown
Don't make a sound, keep the pain to yourself
Don't look around, put the blame on yourself
Always so critical, cynical views
Can't let my feelings show, cover the bruise
But I'll get through this, I give you my word
Know what I'm worth and know what I deserve
Been through the worst, know the best is to come
Although I'm hurt I refuse to succumb
To my own pain and the fears of my past
Promise I'll change and I won't let me crash
So many cracks in this heart I possess
One day I'll patch all the wounds on my flesh
(Love me)
I know I'm not perfect
Sometimes I drift so far away from myself with no assurance I'll ever make it back
I'm not quite sure how I ever do get back actually
Guess there's just something inside of me that doesn't want to give up yet
Would you forgive me?
I got a lot of burden buried deep in my heart
And if I had another chance I wouldn't know where to start
So many scars that I hide from myself and run from
Lost in regret from what can't be undone
Did a lot of things that I ain't proud to admit
I'm trying to be a better me and do the best for my kid
Sometimes I slip but guarantee I'll learn
I know I'm hard headed and I got to get burned
To realize I'm wrong and implement some changes
I know in my heart I was meant for greatness
Came a long way from my grandma's basement
I was chasing my dreams while my heart was breaking
I know that one day it will all make sense
And every set back, every place I've been
And every downfall that I faced to get here
The path's been rough, been so many shed tears but still
Yeah
Imma' push till the end of my days
Imma' dream like I ain't slept in days
Memories I would never erase, I would never replace
No
'Cause when it's all said and done I am thankful
For this gift called life I am grateful
For my family, my guardian angels, thank you
(Are we dreaming)
Heart full of love, soul full of tears
Often I break down when no one is near
I keep to myself trying to figure shit out
Sometimes my brain is polluted with doubt
Hard to feel proud of myself when I'm lost
So I look down on myself and my flaws
So many thoughts keep me up over night
Seldom do I dream when I close my eyes
Opened my eyes and woke up to the sun
Gorgeous outside but inside I feel numb
Been on the run from myself for a while
Afraid if I catch up I'll finally drown
Don't make a sound, keep the pain to yourself
Don't look around, put the blame on yourself
Always so critical, cynical views
Can't let my feelings show, cover the bruise
But I'll get through this, I give you my word
Know what I'm worth and know what I deserve
Been through the worst, know the best is to come
Although I'm hurt I refuse to succumb
To my own pain and the fears of my past
Promise I'll change and I won't let me crash
So many cracks in this heart I possess
One day I'll patch all the wounds on my flesh
(Love me)
I know I'm not perfect
Sometimes I drift so far away from myself with no assurance I'll ever make it back
I'm not quite sure how I ever do get back actually
Guess there's just something inside of me that doesn't want to give up yet
Would you forgive me?
I got a lot of burden buried deep in my heart
And if I had another chance I wouldn't know where to start
So many scars that I hide from myself and run from
Lost in regret from what can't be undone
Did a lot of things that I ain't proud to admit
I'm trying to be a better me and do the best for my kid
Sometimes I slip but guarantee I'll learn
I know I'm hard headed and I got to get burned
To realize I'm wrong and implement some changes
I know in my heart I was meant for greatness
Came a long way from my grandma's basement
I was chasing my dreams while my heart was breaking
I know that one day it will all make sense
And every set back, every place I've been
And every downfall that I faced to get here
The path's been rough, been so many shed tears but still
Yeah
Imma' push till the end of my days
Imma' dream like I ain't slept in days
Memories I would never erase, I would never replace
No
'Cause when it's all said and done I am thankful
For this gift called life I am grateful
For my family, my guardian angels, thank you
Writer(s): Joel Serrano
