"Rainbow" lyrics

I'm sorry for the pain, and how I've changed, I
Just don't feel the same wondering why, why
Wondering why
Why I feel this way

'Cause I've got a lonely secret
Locked deep away inside

I'm sorry for the pain each day I
Try to make the grey a blue sky, sky
A blue sky
Even when it's blue, it's dark blue
And even when it's bright, it's dark light

'Cause I have got a paining secret
Eating me up inside

Well I see the sun up high
But I feel the rain is pouring
And I, I'm drowning next to you

Wish I could change this feeling
[?] got away

I hope, I hope

And I see the sun, blue sky
But I feel the rain is pouring
And I'm drowning next to you
My dear

Well I see the sun, blue sky
But I feel the rain is pouring
And I, I'm drowning next to you
My dear

Oh yes I see the sun in your eyes
But I feel the rain is falling in
And I hope the rainbow's coming soon
Soon