"Sobriety" lyrics

Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup
Alright

Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny
I been goin' off, I'm manic
Shit wearing off, I'm landin'
More on the way, don't panic

Oh, drank too much, god dammit (Dammit)
Shut that door, don't slam it
Shit too loud, can't stand it
I can't stand it

Wasted, hiding in the basement
Careful when you do me wrong, I don't ever chase shit
Life is what you make it
They say that when you make it
How I gonna turn it off? All these expectations

I got anxiety
They told me the pills should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety
I got anxiety

No, I won't piss in no cup
Know that my liver is fucked
Know that we living it up
Fuck my sobriety
Fuck my sobriety
Fuck my sobriety

Sing me a motherfuckin' lullaby (Sing it)
Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die
Spirits, I'm tryna hide
Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide

Suicide, on the line
On my mind
Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end
Fuck the z's, unless it's O-Z's then

I got anxiety
They told me the pills should've helped me
But I think they lied to me
Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society
Demons inside of me
Fuck my sobriety
I got anxiety

No, I won't piss in no cup
Know that my liver is fucked
Know that we living it up
Fuck my sobriety
Fuck my sobriety
Fuck my sobriety

I know I might seem like a mess and
I got some heavy obsessions
Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin'

I'm sick of pretendin'
I'm sick but I'm mendin'
I'm probably offendin' some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious
So I'm sayin', "Fuck them" (Fuck my sobriety)
I'm sayin', "Fuck them"

I got anxiety
Fuck my sobriety
Go 'head put that shit in Variety, bitch