"History Will Not Repeat" lyrics

It won't let me sleep at night
Is this who I'm meant to be?
Haunted for eternity
History will not repeat

It won't let me sleep at night
Is this who I'm meant to be?
Am I haunted for eternity?
History will not repeat

Go to baggage claim
To unpack why a door lock was a gift
Wanted to choose my tattoos (Tattoos)
What stays with me, I cannot choose
Cannot pick my blood
But I can find those that repel it
Didn't taste the drink, but it numbed me
When I taste the drink, I feel guilty

And I fear my destiny
Will this curse follow me?
I study to be the opposite breed
And fear when I see similarity

It won't let me sleep at night
Is this who I'm meant to be?
Haunted for eternity
History will not repeat

It won't let me sleep at night
Is this who I'm meant to be?
Haunted for eternity
History will not repeat

Once I left the nest
I found the same person in a different heartbeat
The only way I knew chemistry (Chemistry)
Was to repeat what I had seen
And I let it slip through the cracks
Into intimacy and identity
Those that gave life to me
Have no shadow over me (Shadow over me)

And I fear my destiny
Will this curse follow me?
I study to be the opposite breed
And fear when I see similarity

It won't let me sleep at night (Sleep at night)
Is this who I'm meant to be? (I'm meant to be)
Haunted for eternity
History will not repeat

It won't let me sleep at night (Sleep at night)
Is this who I'm meant to be? (I'm meant to be)
Haunted for eternity
History will not repeat