"Saw An Old Friend" lyrics

I saw on old friend on the weekend
Looking like he gone off the deep end
Time can't heal when you need to vent
Life get real when you least expect

We joking and laughing about the past though
Really got me thinking I'm an asshole
Never really knew what I had though
Didn't have a clue how long it last though

It's been so long since I felt like
Time was not hot on my heels
How many times I've dreaming of answers
To only reinvent these wheels

Blame it all on me, I'm sorry that I been MIA
Shoulda been the one you can count on during your darker days
Time kept slipping, I didn't want you to slip away
I hope it's not too late

I haven't been calling
I'm too scared, I'm sorry
Months go by it's honestly
Insane, I know
I saw on old friend on the weekend
Looking like he gone off the deep end
Time can't heal when you need to vent
Life get real when you least expect

Lost myself somewhere in the deep end
Should I let myself drown? Man it depends
I like to think I'm the type that don't need friends
But if you hear me screaming give me reasons
I need it, I need it, I think I'm too cold, not breathing
I've been in my room so long I think that I missed all the seasons
I want everyone proud of me instead of just doubting me
I don't think that'll change, go on without me

I haven't been calling
I'm too scared, I'm sorry
Months go by it's honestly
Insane, I know
I saw on old friend on the weekend
Looking like he gone off the deep end
Time can't heal when you need to vent
Life get real when you least expect