"God's Joke" lyrics

If misery loves company then why am I so lonely
Even the devil on my shoulder
Walks around like he don't know me
And I'm too damn scared to ask
How far does this thing go
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes

Well, I'm all in
Waiting on a day I don't feel bad
Looking back it seems it's all I've had
For some time

Well, I'm all in
I just wanna live my life while I'm alive
But the stars up in my head refuse to shine
Tonight

If misery loves company then why am I so lonely
Even the devil on my shoulder
Walks around like he don't know me
And I'm too damn scared to ask
How far does this thing go
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes
I don't know
Oh, I don't know

Well, I'm falling
Gravity ain't supposed to drag things down so fast
Rock bottom's gotta be better than where I'm at
Where's it at?

I keep calling
Into the dark thinking something has to change
My church told me to scrape my knees and pray
Nothing's calling back

If misery loves company then why am I so lonely
Even the devil on my shoulder
Walks around like he don't know me
And I'm too damn scared to ask
How far does this thing go
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes
I don't know
Oh, I don't know
I don't know

Does anyone have the answer?
Does anyone out there know?
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes?

If misery loves company then why am I so lonely
Even the devil on my shoulder
Walks around like he don't know me
And I'm too damn scared to ask
How far does this thing go
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes?
Am I part of God's plan
Or just one of His jokes?
I don't know