"In The Wiring" lyrics

Sure as the stars above and the earth below
There's flowers under the melting snow
There's a calm that comes, a peace that flows
Beyond the storms your brainwaves throw away, throw away

Half the mess is the mess I made
The other half the world's to blame
But the only side that I can change is me, myself, and I, and I'm on way
I'm on my way

I've been slowly, slowly
Trying to put some distance on the old me
I've been lying
To myself for far too long and trying
To troubleshoot my DNA, no way in hell I was born this way
Swear there must be something in the wiring

There's something off in my veins
No connection from my heart to brain
There's a pain that comes in crashing waves
A hurt that stays and stains my aching soul
My aching soul

I hate myself for things I've done
But there's a gift that comes from each new sun
Oh, yesterday's come and gone
All that's left is now, and I'm heading home
Heading home

I've been slowly, slowly
Trying to put some distance on the old me
I've been lying
To myself for far too long and trying
To troubleshoot my DNA, no way in hell I was born this way
Swear there must be something in the wiring

And I've been lonely, lonely
Trying to find a friend that wants to know me
I've been hiding
From myself for far too long and dying

Slowly, slowly
Trying to put some distance on the old me
I've been lying
To myself for far too long and trying
To troubleshoot my DNA, no way in hell I was born this way
Swear there must be something in the wiring