"Cynical" lyrics

See you with a broken heart, brown eyes and baggy jeans
I've been waiting with open arms, for something that's calling me
And something is calling me
He's standing in front of me

I've been reckless, I've been running, from all these good things coming
All the regrets, come to nothing, they keep fucking up my head

Does the light you carry shine on me
Didn't know, thought it had to be so difficult
Does the light you carry shine on me
Didn't know, always thought that love was cynical

I let go of my absent faith
Pick me up, hold my gaze
I met you on the same day
Of a different life
And something was calling me
He's standing in front of me

I've been helpless, always wanting
For all these good things coming
But your right there, never running
Never fucking up my head

The flag of surrender it covers me
And I'm just waiting for my boy I hear him singing from the street
I'll love you forever
Is this how its supposed to be
Tell me does that light you carry, ever shine on me?

Does the light you carry shine on me
Didn't know, thought it had to be so difficult
Does the light you carry shine on me
Didn't know, always thought that love was cynical