"Lost Cause" lyrics

I'm either in my head or in my bed but I can't sleep
Got an alibi for every time that I can't meet
Try hard to hide the heart I wear under my sleeve
It makes it Easier on me

Fake a front can't face the blunt force trauma babe
Fight or flight with a loaded gun up to my brain
It's easier for me to up and walk away
But you still hold me the same

Oooh
You say it don't matter what I do
Excusing all the hell I put you through
Back and forth til we both black and blue
It's nothing new

I'm going on and on
Don't let me call it off
I'm under pressure
Guess you're betting on a lost cause
Keeps going on and on
It's a phenomenon
No second guessing
You keep betting on a lost cause

I'm going on and on
Don't let me call it off
I'm under pressure
Guess you're betting on a lost cause
Keeps going on and on
It's a phenomenon
No second guessing
You keep betting on a lost cause

Stuck between a what you need
And who I am
I'm terrified you're gonna find
That you can't stand
My toxic behavior but your second nature
Is to prove me wrong and come back to me later

Oooh
You say it don't matter what I do
Excusing all the hell I put you through
Back and forth til we both black and blue
It's nothing new

I'm going on and on
Don't let me call it off
I'm under pressure
Guess you're betting on a lost cause
Keeps going on and on
It's a phenomenon
No second guessing
You keep betting on a lost cause

I'm going on and on
Don't let me call it off
I'm under pressure
Guess you're betting on a lost cause
Keeps going on and on
It's a phenomenon
No second guessing
You keep betting on a lost cause

Betting on a lost cause
Betting on a lost cause