"fall apart" lyrics

Baby I'm flying through the ceiling
It's hitting me harder than I thought
Maybe the stars are losing meaning
Like cigarettes in flower pots

We'll be alright
Pretend we're fine
And barely even look at each other
We'll say we're good
Just like we should
When we both know it's just getting harder

So send my love to your mother
From the bottom of my heart
I wish it all could've been better
But things don't end the way they start

Hiding doubts from each other
Just to save our broken hearts
Were we mean to stay together
Or meant to fall apart

Lately I hate the way I'm feeling
I swear to god that I'd delete my camera roll if I could
Cause I hate seeing the memories
Three years worth of loving you
Now what the hell do I do

We said we're fine
But we were lying
Now we can't even look at each other

We said we're good
Just like we should
But we can't keep on hating each other

So send my love to your mother
From the bottom of my heart
I wish it all could've been better
But things don't end the way they start

Hiding doubts from each other
Just to save our broken hearts
Were we mean to stay together
Or meant to fall apart
Or meant to fall apart

I can't find another way out
I can't keep going through the motions
I can't find another way out
So I'll sink to the bottom of the ocean

I can't find another way out
I can't keep going through the motions
I can't find another way out
So I'll sink to the bottom of the ocean

Were we meant to stay together
Or... meant to fall apart