"Theophany" lyrics
I was new to the capitol city so perhaps
That's why I was chosen to be given the map
Or perhaps it was because the place where I worked
Meant that I wasn't just some other jerk
Either way though there it was one day after lunch
A map in an envelope there with a bunch
Of mail and other stuff there at my desk
With my name in old cursive, no return address
The map of the capitol city was clear
And a dot marked the spot where it said you are here'
But an x marked another spot down a few blocks
So I got out my notebook and I took a walk
Of course there was nothing for me to expect
But I write for the paper so I go where I'm lead
And this lead it lead me to a boarded up space
Tween a convenience store and a foot massage place
With my pocketed notebook my flashlight in my teeth
I stooped to the ground and I crawled underneath
And into the dark til it swallowed me up
I crawled downwards and downwards towards I didn't know what
But after what felt like a mile maybe more
The tunnel opened up into a vast marble floor
And a vast marble celing arched high and away
Far up into shadow where the real world lay
And there in the middle of the vast marble floor
Was a thing unlike anything I'd seen before
A rotating spiraling mist made of lights
That had something like wings made of something like eyes
And it knew I was there because how could it not
And while it read my mind I tasted its thoughts
And I felt every mask that I ever wore drop
And I knew in that moment I was looking at god
But not the god that I'd read about or had been taught
Not some almighty, vengeful, beneficent god
This god was humbled or diminished or both
And whatever it once was was now tied to a post
And as I read its mind or whatever it's called
It told me of how they'd locked it in the vault
It had come from a place far over the waves
And before that a place that did not have a name
But like bread into body and water to wine
There were those who could use it to turn wrong to right
And so they used it for all the things god is used for
For second amendments and new holy wars
And blessing the strong so that they'll feed the weak
And protecting the mighty that they might shepherd the meek
And when people get shot and folks say they care
They need something to go through the thoughts and the prayers
And so they'd used it again and again
And with its moral authority each time they'd win
And in fear of escape and in hopes just to keep
The god all to themselves they had buried it deep
But still they feared it less than some common ghost
And with nothing but rope left it tied to a post
But then came the letter and then I arrived
And I looked down at where the rope lay loosely tied
Oh to have been trapped here for hundreds of years
Fed on requests and watered with tears
When like all wild things it deserved to be free
To live on it's own and maybe then so could we
So light burned my face as I worked out the knot
And the wind from the fanning of wings was so hot
That I thought I might die til the rope fell away
And I fell to the ground and that's where I stayed
I awoke in the darkness alive and alone
The god once possessed neath the city had flown
So I picked up my flashlight and left how I came
Back out on the street it had started to rain
That's why I was chosen to be given the map
Or perhaps it was because the place where I worked
Meant that I wasn't just some other jerk
Either way though there it was one day after lunch
A map in an envelope there with a bunch
Of mail and other stuff there at my desk
With my name in old cursive, no return address
The map of the capitol city was clear
And a dot marked the spot where it said you are here'
But an x marked another spot down a few blocks
So I got out my notebook and I took a walk
Of course there was nothing for me to expect
But I write for the paper so I go where I'm lead
And this lead it lead me to a boarded up space
Tween a convenience store and a foot massage place
With my pocketed notebook my flashlight in my teeth
I stooped to the ground and I crawled underneath
And into the dark til it swallowed me up
I crawled downwards and downwards towards I didn't know what
But after what felt like a mile maybe more
The tunnel opened up into a vast marble floor
And a vast marble celing arched high and away
Far up into shadow where the real world lay
And there in the middle of the vast marble floor
Was a thing unlike anything I'd seen before
A rotating spiraling mist made of lights
That had something like wings made of something like eyes
And it knew I was there because how could it not
And while it read my mind I tasted its thoughts
And I felt every mask that I ever wore drop
And I knew in that moment I was looking at god
But not the god that I'd read about or had been taught
Not some almighty, vengeful, beneficent god
This god was humbled or diminished or both
And whatever it once was was now tied to a post
And as I read its mind or whatever it's called
It told me of how they'd locked it in the vault
It had come from a place far over the waves
And before that a place that did not have a name
But like bread into body and water to wine
There were those who could use it to turn wrong to right
And so they used it for all the things god is used for
For second amendments and new holy wars
And blessing the strong so that they'll feed the weak
And protecting the mighty that they might shepherd the meek
And when people get shot and folks say they care
They need something to go through the thoughts and the prayers
And so they'd used it again and again
And with its moral authority each time they'd win
And in fear of escape and in hopes just to keep
The god all to themselves they had buried it deep
But still they feared it less than some common ghost
And with nothing but rope left it tied to a post
But then came the letter and then I arrived
And I looked down at where the rope lay loosely tied
Oh to have been trapped here for hundreds of years
Fed on requests and watered with tears
When like all wild things it deserved to be free
To live on it's own and maybe then so could we
So light burned my face as I worked out the knot
And the wind from the fanning of wings was so hot
That I thought I might die til the rope fell away
And I fell to the ground and that's where I stayed
I awoke in the darkness alive and alone
The god once possessed neath the city had flown
So I picked up my flashlight and left how I came
Back out on the street it had started to rain
