"Anthropophobia" lyrics
(English Cover)
I can't find any words why?
They run away from me
Choking a barely heard "why can't I breathe?"
Piercing with gazes
"Please don't look" I cry
How many times
Do I need to hear rejections and goodbyes?
I'll hide away, a hide and seek
Still recycling
A heart kept under lock and key
Another wall too tall for me
I'll never reach your goals, too high
Back to starting line
Please leave me be
Listen to me just this time
I'm scared, I know
But I worry what they'll think of me
As tears will flow
See me trembling, a tragedy
I see!
Maybe I'm not like the others surrounding me
I finally see!
Run away, I'll flee from all the kindness
Burn it in the flames
I'll cast it all away in pain
But why?
Did it have to all end up still destroyed by time? I wanna cry
"Slip and fall, all I do is make mistakes"
"People laugh but I deserve the laughing and the hate"
And again in fear, I'm waiting for the sun to rise
If it didn't though
I guess I really wouldn't mind
Always uncertain and looking out for enemies
Believing deeply that someone didn't like me
A demon whispering and laughing deep inside my head
"How does it feel to know
They'd rather you dead?" (lol)
Fear and loathing, it'll loop into a lone breath
Hurting terribly, annoying kind of nonsense?
Smug snobbery, emotionally thoughtless-
Always gonna be the same and sigh, it's complex
Is it this at all? Maybe even that? Doesn't matter in the end
We'll lie once again
But tell me, who can we blame? We're really all the same
Forget me please
You may as well, if I continue breaking things
I'll break until I'm pieces that can fade
Why couldn't I just get that
Very normal right to live my life?
The hands that reached
I let go of them far too many times I think
I count them, every single one, Aah
Why do all of these words
Hemorrhage out of me every time?
Tell me why?
"Since the beginning, I had just one option to take"
"But I never found the answer or way to be saved"
All the obligations, crushing me, a cruel fate
Yeah I wish I'd never been born in the first place
The pain inside, the agony and misery I can't deny
Is keeping me from ever moving on
So I again in my deep anxiety
Scream and scream
A fake, a lie, I'm always watching painfully, a fatal cry
I'm begging that my feet will move, Aah
But no, you see I don't really
Wanna end my life today
Don't wanna die today
"This life is all about
Finding the right things"
"Every sign is saying listen
To your heart that sings"
Break of dawn again
I whisper something unafraid
Then I realized
I wanna see another day
They run away from me
Choking a barely heard "why can't I breathe?"
Piercing with gazes
"Please don't look" I cry
How many times
Do I need to hear rejections and goodbyes?
I'll hide away, a hide and seek
Still recycling
A heart kept under lock and key
Another wall too tall for me
I'll never reach your goals, too high
Back to starting line
Please leave me be
Listen to me just this time
I'm scared, I know
But I worry what they'll think of me
As tears will flow
See me trembling, a tragedy
I see!
Maybe I'm not like the others surrounding me
I finally see!
Run away, I'll flee from all the kindness
Burn it in the flames
I'll cast it all away in pain
But why?
Did it have to all end up still destroyed by time? I wanna cry
"Slip and fall, all I do is make mistakes"
"People laugh but I deserve the laughing and the hate"
And again in fear, I'm waiting for the sun to rise
If it didn't though
I guess I really wouldn't mind
Always uncertain and looking out for enemies
Believing deeply that someone didn't like me
A demon whispering and laughing deep inside my head
"How does it feel to know
They'd rather you dead?" (lol)
Fear and loathing, it'll loop into a lone breath
Hurting terribly, annoying kind of nonsense?
Smug snobbery, emotionally thoughtless-
Always gonna be the same and sigh, it's complex
Is it this at all? Maybe even that? Doesn't matter in the end
We'll lie once again
But tell me, who can we blame? We're really all the same
Forget me please
You may as well, if I continue breaking things
I'll break until I'm pieces that can fade
Why couldn't I just get that
Very normal right to live my life?
The hands that reached
I let go of them far too many times I think
I count them, every single one, Aah
Why do all of these words
Hemorrhage out of me every time?
Tell me why?
"Since the beginning, I had just one option to take"
"But I never found the answer or way to be saved"
All the obligations, crushing me, a cruel fate
Yeah I wish I'd never been born in the first place
The pain inside, the agony and misery I can't deny
Is keeping me from ever moving on
So I again in my deep anxiety
Scream and scream
A fake, a lie, I'm always watching painfully, a fatal cry
I'm begging that my feet will move, Aah
But no, you see I don't really
Wanna end my life today
Don't wanna die today
"This life is all about
Finding the right things"
"Every sign is saying listen
To your heart that sings"
Break of dawn again
I whisper something unafraid
Then I realized
I wanna see another day
