"Deep End" lyrics

I'm building a shelf from IKEA my press on's popping off, I'm living for
But I'm doing something
'Cause you got time to post online but not enough to text me back
At least I'm doing something

I'm doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
In the deep end 'til I'm blue
You know I'll drown if I have to
I'm doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
In the deep end 'til I'm blue
You know I'll drown if I have to

Is it the diet Coke, the dying jokes that's making my head race?
Is it the tears, small seas, the black and blues, the low rises?
How do you bend on this? I made a circle of salt, candle was hot
Whose name do I put in the middle? I guess it should be mine
Oh, now I'm chewing me cheeks again at night, almost off for a while
Then I fell off the wagon and now you totally gone awol
And it's not a crime of passion to be gone for so long
Then come back like your heart beats for me all along

I'm doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
In the deep end 'til I'm blue
You know I'll drown if I have to
Doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
In the deep end of your tune
Yeah, I'll drown if I have to

I'll stay all
Night, night
Night, night
Night, night, mm
I'll stay all
Night, night
Night, night
Night, night (If I have to)

Doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
Doing handstands in the deep end of your mind, of your mind
Doing handstands in the deep end of your mind
Doing handstands in the deep end of your mind, of your mind