"EXPIRE" lyrics

Sometimes wanna smoke again 'cause I can't write without it
Problematic, I do things to write about that I'm not proud of
But I need another hit, or afraid I might expire
Call me "Hero"
Call me "Liar"
Call me "Cheater"
Catch me grievin' till I'm DOA
No cocaine but can't feel my face
Because, because anxiety I'm into makes me wanna shake
Get a text and feel abandoned, steal her heart then push away
Toxic highs and lows I crave, yeah
Music broke my brain
This the side they never tell you
Who knew women, money, failure
When the party's done who stays?
I guess it's me alone today
Just flew across the country 'cause I tend to run away
You talkin' 'bout that shit I been on
Girls you dream of, like straight ten on
Drivin' slow, I keep that tint on
Pray to God but then I sin on
Never fill the void
Guess I gotta burn myself to learn, learn, learn
This ain't a banger, this is real, real, real
Grass is greener over there, I swear
You cut me off, whatever, I don't care
'Cause if I'm hurtin', weed the perfect

Terrified that I'm 'bout to expire
If I die today then I'm in a fire
Terrified that I'm 'bout to expire
If I die today then I'm in a fire
Terrified that I'm 'bout to expire
If I die today then I'm in a fire