"RIP" lyrics

Aye, yeah
She said I can't change
When it rains, it pours like fuck it, let's rain
I wanna punch walls, go fuckin' insane
Don't hand me a gun, don't know where I'll aim
Shit lately, shit lately feel like I'mma go out like Kurt Co'
Love to say that shit that cuts me, don't give a fuck if it hurts though
Lately turned my back to Jesus, can't pay the rent
Throw it on the VISA and my life's a show, could be the final season
Might fuck around and say some things that might seal the deal
You won't find me breathing, wake up to the text
Hope you know that shit's on you, it's not me, who the fuck gon' lose?
My son, my dog, my family too
Shit too deep, might need the noose
Fuck that shit, I cannot lose
I will not lose, I cannot die
I could fail again but still I try
You might be gone but I'll be fine
My money low but I'm alive
But honestly, the problem is me
The more that I'm alone, the more I might see
I'm a cheater, I'm too broken, took her time
I took your piece, I'm just a thief, I see the signs
RIP, but still alive
The newer me is gonna thrive
Do you believe me? You decide
Do you believe me? You decide, aye

(RIP, but still alive
The newer me is gonna thrive
Do you believe me? You decide)