"I Can't Handle Myself" lyrics

Yeah
Wait what what what what what?

Happened overnight like I woke up in another life
I can't even recognize who I am through my open eyes
Did I die? Am I I? I just can't decide
I just know the issues will follow me to the other side

Keep calm with all my problems, tryna
Piss off [?], I don't
Do drugs, well not too often
Is something wrong with me? I'm just

Cautious
My mind is the 'cause of my mutilation
It eats me alive just to even say it
Why do I do this to me?
Because, because

I can't handle myself
It's getting crazy in my head
My own personal hell
I don't know what the fuck I did
To be trapped up in here
But I can't take it
I'm just anxiety-driven
And kind of wasted

I try to be who I am not
Who the fuck are you? I'm just
A human at war with my thoughts
If you ask me to I'd say
I don't even wanna talk to me
I can't be honest with myself but I've been tryna be
I got a tendency to focus on the little things
That don't even really matter but they do to me, yeah

I'm cautious
My mind is the 'cause of my mutilation
It eats me alive just to even say it
Why do I do this to me?
Because, because

I can't handle myself
It's getting crazy in my head
My own personal hell
I don't know what the fuck I did
To be trapped up in here
But I can't take it
I'm just anxiety-driven
And kind of wasted

I can't handle myself
It's getting crazy in my head
My own personal hell
I don't know what the fuck I did
To be trapped up in here
But I can't take it
I'm just anxiety-driven
And kind of wasted