"Blueberries" lyrics

I can fix my mind
I can find my better side
I can lift this weight up off me
I'ma reach that shade
I decide my better days
I got the pen to my own story
So watch me unfold
See my wings
I'll spread 'em so
You see the holes but still they hold me
I'll let 'em loose, I'm proud of mine
Nothing blooms from apple pie
Every wound's got shades of glory
But sometimes it's a little harder
Getting by is a little hard earned
At times - that's living on earth
And when life gets a little harder
And inside there's a bit of thunder
This the why I'm living under

It's 'cause I say so
Today I win
In this battle scene I'm in
Underneath my skin
Because I say so
Today I'll be
The type to pull the weeds away
From the blues
To get blueberries

Yeah
I free myself
From all that I cannot help
And all that I cannot change
And I'll see the gifts that come
Without sleigh bells
At least I'm doing my best
I don't got an "S" on my chest
I can feel lesser than less
Like I'm too low for the glow of the sunset
'Cause sometimes, God dammit
It all sounds like a lie, God dammit
I feel taken for a ride, God dammit
I gotta say it through the fire I am in:
If I can breathe beneath these clothes
That's the victory that's sewn
In the space between my skin and my soul

Because I say so
Today I win
In this battle scene I'm in
Underneath my skin
Because I say so
Today I'll be
The type to pull the weeds away
From the blues
To get blueberries