"blue" lyrics

Nikes on my feet, but you don't check up on me
Bite my bottom lip until it's blue
Steadily unloadin' all your stress upon me
But I don't ever put my shit on you
You only want shout me on the weekend
Even when you keep your options open
You're the one that threw me in the deep end
Watching me, you know I'm barely floatin'

You want me to beg for your attention
You want me to beg you for your time
You don't want to show me no affection
But you want me to show you all of mine
Curiosity, you want me to be everything you need
But you out of line
You know I need peace of mind, yeah
It's all I've been lookin' to find

Distracted by the surface of your skin
The melodies you sing
The memories you spin
I'm so lost in everything
That makes you
All the details of your delicate design

Awkward nights and days ain't lookin' better on me
Buggin' over things I thought I knew
Drag me down while I'm vulnerable
Excuse yourself 'cause you've been hurtin' too
I feel guilty every time we're meetin'
Sick of all the words I'm sugar coatin'
Bury my emotions, I ain't speakin'
Watchin' me you know I'm barely copin'

You want me to beg for your attention
You want me to beg you for your time
You don't want to show me no affection
But you want me to show you all of mine
Curiosity, you want me to be everything you need
But you out of line
You know I need peace of mind, yeah
It's all I've been lookin' to find

Distracted by the surface of your skin
The melodies you sing
The memories you spin
I'm so lost in everything
That makes you
All the details of your delicate design
Distracted by the surface of your skin
The melodies you sing
The memories you spin
I'm so lost in everything
That makes you
All the details of your delicate design

You want me to beg for your attention
You want me to beg you for your time
You don't want to show me no affection
But you want me to show you all of mine
Curiosity, you want me to be everything you need
But you out of line
You know I need peace of mind, yeah
It's all I've been lookin' to find