"Test Dummy" lyrics

I saw a penny and I threw it in the well
I wish for memories to isolate themselves
You never met me (come on)
So I could save myself
You coulda left me alone like all they said [?]
I let you have me
But love, you couldn't understand
And now I'm left with an ex I regret

I wish you were the man you said you would be
But I found the other side of you
I have found the man I wish you could be
I'm a test dummy to use

I wish you were the man you said you would be (come on)
But I found the other side of you
I have found the man I wish you could be
I'm a test dummy to use

If I let you love again, will I survive?
I know I tried to, but I lost my fight
But I'm here again with another man
And I, I loved you, you watch me die
And you'll change once I'm out your life
And I'll love again, but I won't love you this time
I won't love you this time
I won't, I won't

I wish you were the man you said you would be (come on)
But I found the other side of you
I have found the man I wish you could be
I'm a test dummy to use (test dummy to use)