"Almost Called You" lyrics

All of these butterflies turned into bad feelings
Things I loved about you turned into my reasons for leaving
You're not the same man I knew
And I'm pretty different to you

I'm never like this but some nights
Got too fucked up and almost called you
Thinking like "one more time" and then I'll block you
Ain't that what I always say...

Then we're back to our first date
Then you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay
Thinking "Why'd I do this again"
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Ain't that what I always say...

Then we're back to our first date
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Might just run away and leave you here
You've done it many times so I do not care
You can tell your friends whatever you'd like
You know it was you who started this fight
Just like the night I almost called you

I'm never like this but some nights
Got too fucked up and almost called you
Thinking like "one more time" and then I'll block you
Ain't that what I always say...

Then we're back to our first date
Then you'll leave, I'll beg you to stay
Thinking "Why'd I do this again"
Thinking back to the night I almost called you
Thinking "Why'd I always stay"
Why'd it have to be this way
Thinking back to the night I almost called you