"R.I.P. the idea of you" lyrics

It's hard and it hurts because it was
The promise of something potentially wonderful
Okay
But you're not addicted to him
You're addicted to the idea, a fantasy

Every time I go sleep
I see movies that only I dream
What we could've been should've been
You were such a perfect casting for the role
Tried to call you back but your issues said hello
Oh wait
Fuck I wish that this could've been fate
But when did love ever go my way
Now and then these days
All I do is say

Rest in peace
The idea of you
The idea of you

Now everyone gather around
Setting the scene a fantasy that I've been thinking about
Your arms round my waist
Hands holding my face
Emotional maturity that's 20 plus your age
Gotta keep myself from coming off delulu
Tryna keep myself from checking all that you do

Rest in peace
The idea of you
The idea of you

I I was close to the starting line
Adrenaline always been an addictive high
Never could never really identify
Did I like you or the man I made up in my mind
I I was close to the starting line
Adrenaline always been an addictive high
Never could never really identify
Did I like you or the idea of