"The Hardest Christmas" lyrics

Last year was the hardest Christmas
That I've ever had
I've just spent my nights at home
Without mom or dad

I realize, I'm grateful to have you all around
Cause last year was the hardest Christmas
Last year was the hardest Christmas
Last year was the hardest Christmas
That I've ever had

Sometimes I feel that you are here
To hold me like we were kids
The tree is on the floor
No gift could be worth more

And I'll keep holding on
I'll wait for you, windows open
The snow is blowing in
And I think of you and sing

And I remember when we had it all
And my family there to call

Realizing I'll be lonely
On this Christmas night
Holding on to memories
I'll miss you all this time

Hold you in my heart like that
I'll be waiting by the Christmas lights

I realize, I'm grateful to have you all around
Cause last year was the hardest Christmas
Last year was the hardest Christmas
Last year was the hardest Christmas
That I've ever had