"Tests" lyrics

Couldn't say couldn't say
If I would come on back
With what I know now
Just don't know now
Did you say
Did you say those things
That you couldn't take back
You know I get down
When ya not around

What if I don't see it, don't see it when ya try
Easy lookin', easy condemning from the other side
Quick to pounce, quick to anger
Walk in don't seem to bat an eye
Ballistic looking for the wrong
And I'm blind to all the rights
Got you like stroop reading red written with the ink that's white
Flashlight in my palm, it's not your fault you won't put up a fight

Couldn't say couldn't say
If I would come on back
With what I know now
Just don't know now
Did you say
Did you say those things
That you couldn't take back
You know I get down
When ya not around

Well I'm not the type to see it anytime it's going right
Run you through all sortsa tests, I'm still learning to pick my fights
I was sad before I saw you
Thought that you could bring some light
Implicit care won't heal my demons
If there's blood show me the knife
Don't want to think a thought is treason
Each time your gaze isn't mine
If there's no ration to my reason
Show me truth but do it nice

With you
I know I put you through a lot it's true
Running these tests 'til I can learn just how to read you
You got my back why do I still feel
So damn blue
What would you do
On the way back to my house I wanna call you
I start to miss you when I stay too long in my room
And damn the vacuum that's inside when I'm without you

Couldn't say couldn't say
If I would come on back
With what I know now
Just don't know now
Did you say
Did you say those things
That you couldn't take back
You know I get down
When ya not around