"I Hate It Here" lyrics

Home ain't where the heart is 'cause I hate this place
No safety mode and love so is a dangerous game
I lost myself and found out what a man can't change
Been finding out what lies behind the bed we made

I don't wanna love you
Losing you is my worst fear
This feels like a nightmare
Wake up to you not there
All this is in my head
I say that to feel better
Lyin' ain't gonna make you different
Honestly, it's getting weirder

I make lovin' you look easy but you do the most
If only they knew every failure behind couple goals
No, I don't want your sorry present, just leave me alone
'Cause sometimes I just miss your presence, but you're so far gone

And I don't wanna love you
Losin' you is my worst fear
This feels like a nightmare
Wake up to you not there
All this is in my head
I say that to feel better
Lyin' ain't gonna make you different
Honestly, it's getting weirder

I'd rather be hurting with him than to be alone
Been calling for my sanity the way I call your phone
And all my problems wouldn't exist if I just got you gone
At least that's what my girls say
I want love the worst ways

I don't wanna love you
Losin' you is my worst fear
This feels like a nightmare
Wake up to you not there
All this is in my head
I say that to feel better
Lyin' ain't gonna make you different
Honestly, it's getting weirder

I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love, yeah, yeah-yeah

I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love you
This feels like a nightmare
Wake up to you not there
All this is in my head
I say that to feel better
Lyin' ain't gonna make you different
Honestly, it's getting weirder