"Drug Scars" lyrics

(Ayo Ran, turn that up)
(JP produced it)

Got my back against the wall right now
Got a lot up on my mind, feeling like I wasted time
If I slip, I'ma fall right now
All these people hating on me, all my brothers changed on me
I don't know who I can call right now
I just want it all done, I can only trust my gun
I can't deal with this all right now
Feeling like I'm on my own right now
Got my back against the wall right now
Got a lot up on my mind, feeling like I wasted time
If I slip, I'ma fall right now
All these people hating on me, all my brothers changed on me
I don't know who I can call right now
I just want it all done, I can only trust my gun
I can't deal with this all right now
Feeling like I'm on my own right now

I hate when I think like this, I be thinking 'bout everything
I just want 'em all gone
I miss my dawg, you wasn't 'posed to die like that
That boy had a good soul
I got a broken heart, from all of these drug scars
It's too many problems, and I don't know where to start
Want somebody to need me
Just tell me you love me
I might overdose, and mind racing, need a magic potion
Knew he was gone when that white sheet went over
See dead bodies, but he died like a soldier
If I made a bag, would you take it?
If he lose, you won't make it
You gotta die right there, ain't no time for conversating
And no ifs, ands or buts, only Russian roulette
You just showed up, take one from my gun, it's shots fired
He dead, it's a suicide
Take too many pills, he lost out his mind
Ain't no living a second time
I just feel like God don't answer prayers
My brother is gone, if God real, why the fuck he ain't save him?
I'm broken beyond the repair
My heart is so numb, I don't know if a heart even there

Got my back against the wall right now
Got a lot up on my mind, feeling like I wasted time
If I slip, I'ma fall right now
All these people hating on me, all my brothers changed on me
I don't know who I can call right now
I just want it all done, I can only trust my gun
I can't deal with this all right now
Feeling like I'm on my own right now
Got my back against the wall right now (Got my back against the wall right now)
Got a lot up on my mind, feeling like I wasted time
If I slip, I'ma fall right now (If I slip, I'ma fall right now)
All these people hating on me, all my brothers changed on me
I don't know who I can call right now (I don't know who I can call right now)
I just want it all done, I can only trust my gun
I can't deal with this all right now (I can't deal with this all right now)
Feeling like I'm on my own right now (Feeling like I'm on my own right now)