"Bones" lyrics

Deleted all the pictures from my phone
Voices in my head say, "I told you so"
I'm jealous of the cigarettes you hold
When did what we have go up in smoke

'Cause you are probably moving on
While I'm already gone

I wish I could hate you
I wish I could blame somebody else
For the pain that you left inside this room
You broke me like a promise
And if I'm being honest with myself
I let my hopes get a little higher than they should
You're still in my bones
And I'm still no good at letting go

Erasing any trace of you and I
Tell myself that I don't care, and believe the lies
I'm harder than the heart you left behind
I've become somebody I hardly recognize

You are probably so far gone
While I'm barely holding on

I wish I could hate you
I wish I could blame somebody else
For the pain that you left inside this room
You broke me like a promise
And if I'm being honest with myself
I let my hopes get a little higher than they should
You're still in my bones
And I'm still no good at letting go

Sleeping on my side of the bed
I can't bring myself to the middle
I don't want to touch the space you left
Or lay my head on your pillow
'Cause I can't admit you're really gone
I don't want to feel the heart you broke
So I dance with the ghost of what it was

You're still in my bones
And I'm still no good at letting go