"Faults" lyrics

I've tried a couple times
Put my heart on the line
But it never seems to work
Only ended up in hurt
Tried finding someone new
Its getting hard to do
Don't know how to open up
Too afraid to love

I wish that I
Could understand it
But its kinda hard for me
To change my habits

Oh I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you
Before you hurt me
Push you away cos I'm scared of being lonely
It's easier to hide behind my walls
So please don't let go
I'm tryna fix my faults

I'm scared that you'll say goodbye
If I show you my dark side
What if you pull away?
It happens every time

You know that I
Don't understand it
But its kinda hard for me
To change my habits

Oh I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you
Before you hurt me
Push you away cos I'm scared of being lonely
Its easier to hide behind my walls
So please don't let go

I'm trying to fix all my
Issues that I picked up along the way
Don't wanna worry bout whether you'll stay
I'll learn how to hurt and still be okay...
Cos I just wanna
Let myself love and not second guess
Love with my heart and not with my head
I don't wanna start and think of the end

Oh I'm sorry
I know I'll try to hurt you
Before you hurt me

Push you away cos I'm scared of being lonely
Its easier to hide behind my walls
So please don't let go
I'm tryna fix my faults
Please don't let me go
I'm tryna fix my faults