"I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead" lyrics

I shoulda kissed you
One last time
I woulda held you
So much longer if I'd known
It'd be the last time

If I could forget you
Make all these memories
Fade to grey
I'd rather not remember what I foolishly traded

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant "I love you"
When I said that I don't care (When I said that I didn't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead

I shoulda loved you
More than I did
Living without you
With your ghost, and your voice
Always in my head

Yeah, I couldn't see you
And now I see you every day
But not with me
He seems real nice
She makes you smile
Like you used to smile at me

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care (When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh

You were right
I'm lyin' here
Wishin' you were with me
Hopin' that you might be
Missin' me
'Cause I can't seem to fight it, honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care (When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh

I think I might be missin' you
Like you said I would (Like you said I would)
I think I might have run away
I'm the fool, yeah, I'm the fool
I think I meant I love you
When I said that I don't care (When I said that I don't care)
I wish I were just lonely instead, oh

Yeah, I wish I could be lonely instead