"Composure" lyrics

It's only now I've come to know
The seeds have grown all on their own
They're faded now, the rules of war
The needs of one are bound in all

If only now
The vows will mean enough to all
If only now
Our lives were calm

It's only now we've come to know
What's slowly eating us alive
It's almost clear you drifted off
The walls put up but never gone

If only now
The vows will mean enough to all
If only now
Our lives as calm as we thought

The messages were sent here in a cold
I could stay here, I could go on alone

It's only now it seems to show
The words won't mean enough to hold
The slightest grip, the mighty ship
Will go beyond horizons found

If only now
The vows will mean enough to all
If only now
Our lives as calm as we thought

The messages were sent here in a cold
I could stay here, I could go on alone

Keep a calm composure
Sleeping with my eyes open wide
Don't need another closed door
I'm seeking what I can't, can't seem to find

Ooh, ooh, ooh

The messages were sent here in a cold
I could stay here, I could go on alone