"Blood Cells" lyrics

Say goodbye to my dark side
Say a prayer for the past life that I lived
Making peace with the canine barking deep underneath my skin

Waking up is a process
Twenty years in a closet makes you strange
My behavior's a prophet, and she's always predicting the change

Looking back I see all the motives, it only makes sense in reverse
When the patterns decoded, I felt naked and it hurt
Can't sense the crush of the pressure till you abandon the load
Transcend the world of the flesh, it's just the devil I know

I felt heaven pumping in my
Blood cells, all my life I'm building
Castles standing in the sand
Yeah, I know who I am, I am, I am, I am

Had a couple close calls with the knife's edge
Pacing Bellevue park with a light head
Tell you everything's cool, got a tight ten
Like a plastic spoon, make the truth bend
On the line with the girl with a buzz cut
Funny how I had to numb, I was locked up
So scared of her smell and the soft touch
How many times did I invite lost love?
Saw the train but I didn't have a ticket
Wanted to dance but I didn't have the rhythm
Felt the love but too chickenshit to show it
Hated myself and I didn't even know it
Saw the train but I didn't have a ticket
Wanted to dance but I didn't have the rhythm
Felt the love but too chickenshit to show it
Hated myself and I didn't even know it

I felt heaven pumping in my
Blood cells, all my life I'm building
Castles standing in the sand
Yeah, I know who I am, I am, I am, I am...