"Panic!" lyrics

I was walking down roads, beneath a rains cloud
They was telling me that it showed, all on my face but
One day, one day, when I was careless
My feeling caught me off guard again
It's all bad, in my head, I feel I'll fall back
Always feel this dread, deep in my heart
But it's okay, if I'm not dead, I can keep going
What I say to myself but instead
I start to
Panicking so frantic
My mind can't handle the stress on my hand
I feel so manic, I cannot handle
I can't seem to manage a grip on my head
I feel it raining down on my mental
I'm into deep, body filled up with dread
I know it's harmless but I cannot help it, I'm helpless, I feel I might as well just be dead

Oh please let me be calm this one time, I don't wanna bleed my thoughts out again
Please don't overthink things just this one time, can you lemme pretend

Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out
Baby this is the end, no turning back now
I don't wanna be stuck in my head no
Let's just call it the end (this is the end)
Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out
Baby this is the end, no turning back now
I don't wanna be stuck in my head no
Let's just call it the end (this is the end)

When I'm feeling every single heart beat, pounding in my chest until it explodes
The clock is ticking up til eternity, drowning in sweat, my heartbeat just goes

I don't want to stay here no longer, I feel like a stranger standing in my skin
With that blood soaked feeling, piercing through my armor, knees getting weak, my hands is feeling thin
Too often, I'm left too cautious, feel my energy gone, and I'm lost and anxious once again
Do it all at the cost of feeling like a thousand knives piercing every part, my sanity I said

Oh please let me be calm this one time, I don't wanna bleed my thoughts out again
Please don't overthink things just this one time, can you lemme pretend

Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out
Baby this is the end, no turning back now
I don't wanna be stuck in my head no
Let's just call it the end (this is the end)
Let's jump off of the bridge, blow our brains out
Baby this is the end, no turning back now
I don't wanna be stuck in my head no
Let's just call it the end (this is the end)

Let's not jump off the bridge now, let's talk about the problems between you and me
Let's be honest, this is all that we need, you can talk now, this is our therapy