"Look @ You" lyrics

3 AM, jolted out of sleep
Head in hands, did an awful thing
Fell in love with you in a dream
It's not real but it felt real

Flashing colors, it was so vivid
Skin still burning from the things we did
Far flown picture from the good sweet kid
Oh I knew you, confused

Don't mind my face
It's flushed, it's fine
Don't brush my waist
I'll lose my mind

Saw it in a vision that I can't unsee
Shouldn't have the image of you next to me
Distorting how I look at you
Before, I never looked for you
I'm suffocating sitting in your room, it's fine though
Frustrated, willing you to read my mind, so
From now on I won't look at you
But, oh my God, just look at you

Pros and cons, trying to weigh the odds
Is it worth losing what we've got?
Spiraling then you drop the bomb
There's somebody, and it's not me

Don't mind my face
Don't push, I'll cry
Woke up too late
Story of my life

Saw it in a vision that I can't unsee
Shouldn't have the image of you next to me
Distorting how I look at you
Before, I never looked for you
And you just got a girl, but I feel so okay
'Cause I was never gonna tell you anyway
So from now on I won't look at you
But, oh my God, just look at you

And you two at the party, feeling like my funeral
I just had to leave, you walk me out per usual
Out there on the street, you beg me to be truthful
And I knew it, that you knew it
Turns out this whole time, the door had been wide open
I don't know a good thing 'til I see it broken
I called you a liar in a bad, bad moment
And I blew it, now it's ruined