"Blessings & Curses" lyrics

So many blessings
But too many curses
I thought it was love
I pull back the curse
Don't fuck on my heart
Yeah, my heart already hurt
Now I'm screaming out fuck it
I know that it's worth
I thought it was love
I thought it was real
Now I might pop me some pills
The girl you like saying, yeah
You're heartless for real

Fuck it
Is what it is
I said what I say
But I can't let that shit get in my head no (head no)
Probably want me dead
Yes, you do
Probably judge me by the way I make my moves
All in my head, I'm okay
Begging, oh Lord to wash my pain away
But I'm gone, yes I'm gone
Get along, get along
No brighter day
No brighter sun
Said fuck this shit
Yes, I am done
I was a joke
You were my pun
Damn
I thought this love was gonna be real
Man, I can't believe it
You shoulda seen it
This make-believe shit
I don't believe it
No no

(Now my friends are so, so fake
Nowadays, everybody's two-faced
I don't know which way I should go
I guess I never shoulda fucked with a hoe)

You wanted a song
But I wrote a verse
I took you for granted
Girl, you was a curse
Can't fuck with me now
'Cause I'm counted my blessings
When I cutting strings, you started recessing
You think that I'm mad
Well I think you trippin'
The way that you act girl
You is so different
You fuck with my homie
That boy is my homie
You said that you know
Well hoe, you don't know me

(Yeah, with these blessings, and all of my curses
Blessings, and all of my curses
Blessings, and all of my curses
Blessings, and all of my curses)