"Honest" lyrics

I'm gonna turn my read receipts on (turn my read receipts on)
Just to let you know I won't respond (won't respond)
Girl, it hurts me to do this (it hurts me to do this)
But I'm not looking for excuses (looking for excuses)
And I deleted all your info (all your info)
'Cause I heard about the info
Always knew that you'd be ruthless (knew that you'd be ruthless)
But I never thought that you could do this, oh

When the messed-up part is, I gave y'all the intro
That was my dude, why'd you gotta pick him, though?
I was selfish in the way that I acted
I've been doing things just to get your reaction

I wonder if he's there with you now
Loving you like I used to
I know you think about all the things that we did when he's with you
And do you feel no shame?
Does he make you feel the same?
Could we have got what we wanted
Oh, if we had just been honest? (Forever, forever)
Why can't we just be honest? (Forever, forever)
If we had just been honest

Remember (remember)
Late night, smokin' weed under star projectors (star projectors)
Looked in my eyes, sweetest smiles forever (forever)
I feel we both know what was up, where this was goin'
But the sex was too good, we got caught up in the moment
Now you took my best friend, turn him into my opponent (oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Did you forget that I gave y'all the intro?
That was my dude, why'd you gotta pick him, though?
I was selfish in the way that I acted
I've been doing things just to get your reaction

I wonder if he's still with you now
Loving you like I used to
I know you think about all the things that we did when he's with you
And do you feel no shame?
Does he make you feel the same?
Could we have got what we wanted (got what we wanted)
Oh, if we had just been honest? (Forever, forever)
Why can't we just be honest? (Forever, forever)
If we had just been honest

Maybe it's the pills
Maybe it's the drugs
Maybe it's the pride