"mercy" lyrics

I've been getting so tired
Starting so many fires
I always find a way to burn
Now I'm begging for mercy
From everyone that I've wronged
I've done more harm than I thought

These habits kill my intention
My constant need for attention
Ruins the party once again
Now I’m searching for mercy
I want to fix what I've done
I wanna learn how to get along

I'm begging mercy
Is there any good inside of me?
Losing sense of my morality
She's getting thirsty
My killer curiosity
My boredom with my own reality

Can't help but hate that side of me
Now

Screaming into the void
My empathy's been destroyed
Tryna find a way back
Seeking some kind of peace
A little sense of relief
Just tryna find what I need

I'm begging mercy
Is there any good inside of me?
Losing sense of my morality
She's getting thirsty
My killer curiosity
My boredom with my own reality

I'm scaring me
So many casualties
Straight to my demise
Setting fire with my little white lies
I'm tremblin'
It's unsettling to be this far from myself
Don't want to hurt anyone else

Is there any good inside of me?
Is there any good inside of me?