"Lucifer Save Me" lyrics

AKVRI

I wake up, put a bullet in my brain
'Cause nobody in the world realize my fucking pain
Never talk about this shit, they all think I'm insane
Nothing rational, only thing I'm feeling is so vain
I don't wake up, I just wanna go to sleep again
You say you understand my pain, than try to fucking feel it then
It doesn't matter what I do, the feelings they come back like this
I'm working on my fucking self 'cause I don't want to die like this

Cut my fucking wrist and it all goes down the drain
But I'm stronger than my fucking thoughts, I try to ascertain
May God strike me for my sins cause I got the mark of Cain
The feeling comes in the dark like a fucking coup de main
Yeah, nevermind now I feel like I am God
Focus on my true self that can not be stopped
Look you in the face, what you see is a facade
I'm tired of pretending to be someone that I'm not
When I woke up in the morning I just wanted to die
Now I looked in the mirror feeling so fucking high
What the fuck is going on?
I'm not even myself, shit, I feel so fucking gone

I wake up, put a bullet in my brain
'Cause nobody in the world realize my fucking pain
Never talk about this shit, they all think I'm insane
Nothing rational, only thing I'm feeling is so vain
I don't wake up, I just wanna go to sleep again
You say you understand my pain, than try to fucking feel it then
It doesn't matter what I do, the feelings they come back like this
I'm working on my fucking self 'cause I don't want to die like this