"Not Smiling Inside" lyrics

Rotting for years
Our plan had failed
But you won't let me down
You'll prevail

Deeper down into the memories
They thought that they could drown
Gather souls to put to rest
Bigger bodies and far more death

This cursed experiment brought us to life
We've been abandoned but we soon will see the light

I still hear the screams
Inside my head
The pain and anguish
Turned my lavender to red
And

I'm not smiling inside
Oh no
I'm reliving the day I died
I'm just rubble in a landslide
And now
I'll take you with me and make you hollow inside

What's done is done
The corporation had its fun
How many mistakes does it take
To fell and empire?
One

So choose a god and pray
For cryptic dreams of yesterday
And through red smoke you hope to see
But in the end that god was me

I'm not smiling inside, oh no
I'm reminiscing on the day I died

I realize through bloodshot eyes
That even critters can become quite bitter and

I'm not smiling inside
Oh no
Reliving the day I died
I'm the phantom of a life lost
And now
I serve my savior, no matter the cost