"Wash It All Away" lyrics

Nothing ever seems to go the way it should have gone
Even something simple such as this
And no one seems to care until the final breath is drawn
Sometimes I wonder if I will be missed

So I guess this is the end of the line for me
I'm sorry to have failed everyone
All that's left are shadows far as the eye can see
And all I've got are emptiness and a gun

But the case is locked and my soul is dead
And I can't fight off what's in my head
I wish that I could wash away
The sins of yesterday

Though deeds don't make us who we are
But no one can deny the scars
There's a dead pixel for every star
But the stars have all turned grey

Nothing would have gone this way if I'd just shut my mouth
Maybe I could even see the sun
I guess I should have been more grateful
Not looked for a way out
But even then I knew there was just one

But the case is locked and my soul is dead
And I can't fight off what's in my head
I wish that I could wash away
The sins of yesterday

The pain itself won't kill me now
I'm breathing but I don't know how
My fault how could I allow
Something so depraved

Though deeds don't make us who we are
But no one can deny the scars
There's a dead pixel for every star
But the stars have all turned grey

The days are short but the nightmare's long
I guess you were right all along
In the end I'm in the wrong
But it will be okay

The chemical is active now
It's time I take my final bow
I hope that you can see somehow
Your actions can be grave

Oh nevermind
It's my fault anyway

The pain itself won't kill me now
I'm breathing but I don't know how
My fault how could I allow
Something so depraved

The days are short but the nightmare's long
I guess you were right all along
In the end I'm in the wrong
But it will be okay

Finally
I've washed it all away