"Laundry" lyrics

I get caught up in the future
When I'm just tryna catch up on laundry
It makes me feel like a loser
When I get overwhelmed by the wrong things
'Cause now I'm sittin' here all alone
In the dark, on my phone
Tryna drown out the feeling of feeling alone
It's exhausting, 'cause all I need to do is some laundry

One, two, three

If roses are red, then I guess I'm violet
'Cause blue is the way that I feel inside
When my thoughts get loud, and I need some silence in my head
Don't wanna hear it again
'Cause if the grass is green, why's it so hard to see it?
I'm countin' sheep, but it's so hard to sleep when I can't slow down
Even if I'm lyin' in my bed
Hopin' tomorrow's not today again

And I never miss my appointments
'Cause I can never get myself to make one
And I never wanna feel annoying
So I never make the conversation about myself
'Cause I don't know how to ask for help
And I don't know if it even helps
Call my Mom, say I'm doin' well
But I really hope she can tell that

If roses are red, then I guess I'm violet
'Cause blue is the way that I feel inside
When my thoughts get loud, and I need some silence in my head
Don't wanna hear it again
'Cause if the grass is green, why's it so hard to see it?
I'm countin' sheep, but it's so hard to sleep when I can't slow down
Even if I'm lyin' in my bed
Hopin' tomorrow's not today again

Hopin' tomorrow's not today again (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Hopin' that I can feel okay again (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Hopin' this hope isn't wasting my time (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
I try and I try and I try, but

If roses are red, then I guess I'm violet
'Cause blue is the way that I feel inside
When my thoughts get loud, and I need some silence in my head
Don't wanna hear it again
'Cause if the grass is green, why's it look like it's dyin'? (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
If you're askin' me, I'll just say that I'm fine (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
When I know I'm not, I'm just out here doin' what I can (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Hopin' tomorrow's not today again