"if i break..." lyrics

I think I lost it long ago
I found a thorn to sew
You put me back together broken
If we're dancing then I'm choking
Lost it long ago
Found me insane I know
You try to fix me but I'm broken
Don't know where I've been going

But I was chasing
All the ghosts it
Don't really work
Like it did
I'm a fuck up and that's it
Come and sing
To me love
Tell me where I'm running from
Is it my home
My home

And maybe if I break
Would you love me the same
And maybe if I break
Would you tell me you
Hate (me)
Hate (me)
Hate

Don't tap out
Just black out
Can't help everybody I found out
My loud mouth
You count down
You leave, you're back, I'm blacked out
Pop another bottle of the champagne
Pardon the mask
I can't show what I really feel
So often you laugh
If the track is a joke
Heath Ledger my effort
When I'm gone
You can ask
How often my head hurt

My mistake
I cut myself for the taste
Inside I'm bitter as sinner with a cigarette for dinner
Don't give up
You're my blood
Only person I can trust
When the mirror turning backwards he's an actor and acting like he'll

Break
How much more can I take
And maybe if I break
Would you tell me you
Hate (me)
Hate (me)
Hate

Hate me
Save me
Fall in love again
Take me
Break me
Til I'm numb again
Fuck me
Crush me
Will it ever end
Unlikely

And maybe if I break
Would you tell me you
Hate (me)
Hate (me)
Hate