"SCREAM" lyrics

Let me have what I deserve
Father forgive I've been hurt
I just need some dopamine
I know you love when I
Scream
So will you
Scream

My head don't work like it once did
I told myself and I'm convinced
You only want me for something
Never for nothing
Come here my love and

Break down
If I'm losing all my self-control
Bit demented bet you're betting if I had a soul
In a minute in an instant
Is it sickening

That nothing ever changes
Its only exchanges
How'd I get deranged as this
I don't wanna be numb like this

So will you
Let me have what I deserve
Father forgive I've been hurt
I just need some dopamine
I know you love when it when I'm
Screaming
Like I'm seeing demons
I just wanna live like this
I don't wanna be numb like this
So will you
Scream
So will you
Scream

Back at it
Blacked out in the attic
At it like an addict erratic I thought I had it

Clap at it
Padded room lets have it
Mama shoulda had me committed when I was half it

Now I'm older
Oder of a soldier
Blood and gut aroma the loner who thought he told ya
Stoned sober
Border line cadaver
Have a glass of laughter and tell them that you're an actor

Changes
Its only exchanges
How'd I get deranged as this
I don't wanna be numb like this

So will you
Let me have what I deserve
Father forgive I've been hurt
I just need some dopamine
I know you love when it when I'm

Screaming
Like I'm seeing demons
I just wanna live like this
I don't wanna be numb like this
So will you

And you trusted me
And you loved belief
And I torn it to pieces I'd never need
What you loved in me
What I swore I'd be
And I tore it to pieces
So will you please

Let me have what I deserve
Father forgive I've been hurt
I just need some dopamine
I know you love when it when I'm
Screaming
Like I'm seeing demons
I just wanna live like this
I don't wanna be numb like this
So will you
Scream
So will you
Scream