"SPILL ME" lyrics

If you
Feel like you're a burden
To the people never hurting
And you're yelling but nobody hears you
And you're spirit feeling broken
But your family keeps on joking
Then I've got news for you

Let me put it simply
Well they tried to kill me
When they put a knife up to my throat I choked
I been tired of feeling
Like they wanna spill me
They been trying end my life in front of me

They could never kill me
Spill me
They could never make me bleed
They could never cut me
Bloody
They could never make me leave
They could never
Say good bye
Maybe I'm the bad guy
Say good bye
Maybe got a mad mind
Say good bye
They could never kill me
They could never spill me
They will never feel me

Spent my life being the black sheep
Teacher call on me I can't speak
Might as well rebel and make a joke
Expelled since last week
So what do you do when your brain isn't working
When all of the pain that they gave you is lurking
When all of the thoughts that you've got
Gotten dark and your heart isn't beating no more

Can you ignore it
All the torment
All the hate and fake adornment
Can you force it
Can you forget
That they tried to make you nothing
More than
Numb and
Boring
Cutting
Deeper
Than the sewing kit can reach in

Let me put it simply
Well they tried to kill me
When they put a knife up to my throat I choked
I been tired of feeling
Like they wanna spill me
They been trying end my life in front of me

They could never kill me
Spill me
They could never make me bleed
They could never cut me
Bloody
They could never make me leave
They could never
Say good bye
Maybe I'm the bad guy
Say good bye
Maybe got a mad mind
Say good bye
They could never kill me
They could never spill me
They will never feel me

Still broken
Maybe it's just us
Maybe it's in our heritage
Maybe the systems going down
Maybe if you look then I'll be found

Couldn't end me if they tried
Too alive could never die
Never letting in the darkness if I'm heartless I'll
Survive this
Knife in
Side my chest
You pushed and you pressed

Let me put it simply
Well they tried to kill me
When they put a knife up to my throat I choked
I been tired of feeling
Like they wanna spill me
They been trying end my life in front of me

They could never kill me
Spill me
They could never make me bleed
They could never cut me
Bloody
They could never make me leave
They could never
Say good bye
Maybe I'm the bad guy
Say good bye
Maybe got a mad mind
Say good bye
They could never kill me
They could never spill me
They will never feel me