"The Very End Of Every Me" lyrics

Eighty-seven months trying to grow up
Now I'd give anything to mess it up
I'm building backwards
I mean to speak but I choke on words

Half away, half apart
It hurts to hear you say I've got no heart
It's not that easy
I don't do easy

Lean on the edge of everything
The very end of every me
Can't you see what's left of me?

I walk through the quiet supermarket aisles
I buy some relief like it's my favorite brand
You see me unravel
Nothing's forever after all

Rien n'a changé, rien à voir
Quand je criais, je chantais, m'enrayais la voix
J'ai tout fait pour tout changer, mais rien ne va de soi
On s'aime à se repousser, à en rayer la toile
Et j'ai eu mal à en perdre du sang
J'ai tellement tout retourné que j'en ai perdu le sens
J'ai déjà pensé à sauter, mais j'ai perdu le fil
Comme au portes du vide, comme au bord du centre
Et maintenant j'suis back

(I let it happen
I know what will happen.)

Lean on the edge of everything
The very end of every me
Can't you see what's left of me?

I'm back!
Back up against the wall!
Come and mark my words
It's written in my skin!
I won't cross out all these words
I won't waste any more ink!
It's too late to save what's left of me
This is the very end of every me...

Lean on the edge of everything
Lean on the edge of everything
Lean on the edge of everything...