"My Final Symphony" lyrics

Drink, drink, hurl
Stand up, swirl
Fuck well
Well, welcome to my world
You know I feign asleep the whole day away
Timing up the pain it just hits my vein
S.O.S and cover your eyes
Ugly when a friend's slowly losing his mind
But don't cry, oh no
Oh don't you know?

Ay, no one cries for me
Somethin' wrong
With me
Can't you fucking see
You know it won't be long
So, come and see
My final symphony

Black knife
Black is true
Knife in the back
Now my eye's black too
Mr. buddy ol' pal
So eerily blue
Hotline number but I couldn't get through
Hello beautiful world
Say, it's kinda hard feelin' happy when your stomach gettin' curls
Dark, dark cloud
Cover the sun
Cover the warm
Take cover and run
Ay, run from this
Ay, run it all back
Say run, run, hide
Wanna spit, I'm spat
Look down, fuck, looking like a hideous rat
Better look into a mirror
Tail-spin to a trap
I am not okay
Beg and plead
I'm a fucking bleed
So down
And out
Cause no one cries for me

Ay, no one cries for me
Somethin' wrong
With me
Can't you fucking see
You know it won't be long
So, come and see
My final symphony