"Porch Light" lyrics

Amaretto sour, the uppers and the downers
Hell, I couldn't quit 'em but I want to
Jack and Jim pouring, I feel 'em in the morning
I feel 'em every day since I lost you, watched you go
I thought I oughta let you know
That I couldn't put it down if I tried

I'm heavy on the bottle, I'm higher than Colorado
Your memories like a bullet right through my chest
I'm sober 'til I'm tipsy
Yeah, trippin' the way you get me
I'm hangin' on a history that I can't forget
Wish you would call, I'd pick it up
And kick the dust off of the drive
I know you won't, ain't coming home
But if you might
I'll leave my porch light on tonight

I don't know where ya at, I don't know where ya been
But you'll probably better where I ain't
No matter how you spin it, oh, I can't ever quit it
Dying to change something that I can't at all
I thought I oughta let you know

I'm heavy on the bottle, I'm higher than Colorado
Your memories like a bullet right through my chest
I'm sober 'til I'm tipsy
Yeah, trippin' the way you get me
Hanging on a history that I can't forget
Wish you would call, I'd pick it up
And kick the dust off of the drive
I know you won't, ain't coming home
But if you might
I'll leave my porch light on tonight

I'm heavy on the bottle, I'm higher than Colorado
Your memories like a bullet right through my chest
I'm sober 'til I'm tipsy
Trippin' the way you get me
Hangin' on to history, I can't forget
Wish you would call, I'd pick it up
And kick the dust off of the drive
I know you won't, ain't coming home
But if you might
I'll leave my porch light on tonight