"I Can't Do This Anymore" lyrics

Take a look into my eyes
Notice that I'm not alright
It's not that I wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive
Cause pain like this ain't easy
When you're fighting on your own
And there's a million reasons
Why I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna die I just don't wanna live
Finally made a choice that I'm calling it quits
Everyday's battle I'm breaking inside
I'm sorry that I left without saying goodbye
Let me explain
I tried like everything
Therapy and prescriptions but I still felt the same
I gave it weeks, months and even years
But no matter what I did I'd end up downing in my tears so I'm done

Take a look into my eyes
Notice that I'm not alright
It's not that I wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive
Cause pain like this ain't easy
When you're fighting on your own
And there's a million reasons
Why I can't do this anymore

I'm sorry mama I bet you ran out of tears to cry
I thought of not going through with this about a million times
It really hurt me to leave but it hurt me more to stay
So I just hope that you know that I'm in a better place
And I know that hell exists
But it can't be worst than this
And I know that God forgives
Even the worst of sins
So I kept praying before doing what I did
And I swear I heard him say
You're gonna be okay

And they won't understand
What I've been through
The war inside in my head
Is overdue

Take a look into my eyes
Notice that I'm not alright
It's not that I wanna die
I just don't wanna be alive
Cause pain like this ain't easy
When you're fighting on your own
And there's a million reasons
Why I can't do this anymore

Cause pain like this ain't easy
When you're fighting on your own
And there's a million reasons
Why I can't do this anymore